Mcm cool kan kalau leh jd mcm urban girl.
My definition of Urban girl
1) knows how to play guitar (wah very cool meh) and other instruments mcm piano
2) Stylish and up to date fashion
3) Popular and glemer (of coursela)
Rasa mcm cool giler boleh main gitar n singing. Time tu gak kalau aku boleh, nak wat trus show kat dpn org, harharhar. But I'm just a conservative person, and laid back. Agaknye best jd org yg suka populariti ni kan. Very high self esteem. Mcm awek ni
Tuesday 14 December 2010
Monday 13 December 2010
Passion..Youth
I'm turning 27 next year -2011. Angka 27 mcm muda lg as long blum reach 30. Tp aku dah ada 2 anak n dah berkahwin 5 thn lamanye. Ada sijil sampai degree, ada berangan nak ambik master. Tp aku rasa mcm dah lebih tua dari usia. Nak dgr radio pun dah kena pilih2. Hot fm aku dah takleh masuk, lg2 bab rap. Sdgkan dulu bkn kemain terikut kwn. Sinar fm layan gak tp rasa mcm org tua lak. Nasib baik jumpa Suria fm. Kira radio pertengahan la tu. Passion or semangat aku mcm makin hari makin hilang. Deep down inside taknak me'rutin'kan diri. Try to find the feeling of youth again.
Umo 26 ni dah pening pike hutang2, pike belanja anak2. I'm really older than my own age. Keje clerical stuff. Lgla tak bersemangat. No wonderla nasir hari2 main game. Bosan dgn keje clerical. Rindu masa blaja dulu, ada gak rasa mcm pencungkilan bakat. Last time rasa passion camtu masa induksi bila kena Public Speaking. Yes I'm good in Public Speaking, no doubt. Mcm teringin keje kat tempat besar2 n everyday deals dgn challenge yg bermcm which bila dah accomplished mcm rasa hebatnya aku. But there's always pro and cons, my passion probably high if my job like that, but the stress could be double. Right now I'm a govt servant, do clerical work which doesn't need my mind to work hard. My passion is very low but also my stress.
Feeling to be young again can be like flying or flowing gracefully in the air. the feeling of fall in love. The joy being young. How to get back to those feeling again n yes one of my passion is I really love to sing. Tp takkanla aku nak rakam n siar kat youtube? Damn embarassing. Even tho kalau kat youtube probably org akn bg komen yg best2 ke, konfem mcm float in the air. Well, tetiba aku rasa mcm nak jd part time artis rakamanlak hahaha..
Umo 26 ni dah pening pike hutang2, pike belanja anak2. I'm really older than my own age. Keje clerical stuff. Lgla tak bersemangat. No wonderla nasir hari2 main game. Bosan dgn keje clerical. Rindu masa blaja dulu, ada gak rasa mcm pencungkilan bakat. Last time rasa passion camtu masa induksi bila kena Public Speaking. Yes I'm good in Public Speaking, no doubt. Mcm teringin keje kat tempat besar2 n everyday deals dgn challenge yg bermcm which bila dah accomplished mcm rasa hebatnya aku. But there's always pro and cons, my passion probably high if my job like that, but the stress could be double. Right now I'm a govt servant, do clerical work which doesn't need my mind to work hard. My passion is very low but also my stress.
Feeling to be young again can be like flying or flowing gracefully in the air. the feeling of fall in love. The joy being young. How to get back to those feeling again n yes one of my passion is I really love to sing. Tp takkanla aku nak rakam n siar kat youtube? Damn embarassing. Even tho kalau kat youtube probably org akn bg komen yg best2 ke, konfem mcm float in the air. Well, tetiba aku rasa mcm nak jd part time artis rakamanlak hahaha..
Friday 3 December 2010
cupcake
Meja org lain ada, nape kat meja aku takde.. huwaaa...haruskah aku terasa. Org tu ingat aku tak dtg kot.. huhuhu sedapkan hati.
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